Future Plans
What did I wanna say again ? Oh right, my plans... Who here knows what I want to do for a career ? What about lifestyle ? All these things.. I'm not even 20 (almost) but I'm already thinking... 'I want to be married', 'I want to live in a nice Condominium, overlookin' a suburban residence' (I currently do, but I've got one tiny room in it as a bedroom, study and closet... It's really just a study>_<), 'I want to live abroad for a while, too'. Anyway... I do want to be married in my mid twenties, and I want lots of kids too (like... 4 ? min). I'm ambitious, (but soo lazy). I want to be a great Teacher because not only do I enjoy seeing people learn and understand, and I also aspire to be the teacher-role outside of the classroom, being that guidance counselor in my community, teaching more than curiculum: how to be a great (wo)man; teaching skills and teaching by example. My career, I see in glorious light because I feel like I'm going to be doing my best to be a role model to everyone in my life.
I've also thought long and Hard about the kinda person I'm going to marry... I made a list - not to go by, but to reflect on... I looked at what kinds of things I saw as a turn on in a woman. I liked how I had written down non-superficial things, like... I'm intrested in woman for their mind, and their personalities, atleast, much more so than their appearances. And I also found that woman who focus too much on appearances actually turn me off (as manly as it can be put it, bigger breasts REALLY don't mean better looks - honest truth to all you female readers).
When one of my cousins got married, another one asked me what kind of girl I liked... I ended up saying that above all, as long as she's my best friend, she'd be qualified. When thinking about it, I look at coulpes and see how deeply newly weds are in love with each other; The couples who are relaxed with each other seem the most attractive as a pair because they seem to radiate this cool image to everyone around them. I felt that a girl who let me be comfortable with them -unafraid, and relaxed - would be the type of girl I could see myself with in the future. My best friends are people I trust as much as myself, and maybe some even more than myself, haha. They're truly people I can say I feel that sort of state of peacefulness around. Even past that, I look at common intrests with personalities that are different. I have this fairy-tale idea of my married life and I have this philosophy that people who are different, working together on a common intrest, wheter it be church, career, or hobbies - will get along well because they can see that they can erlate to each other by doing things they both like and their personalities are different so they would also see things in the other person that attracts them together. Yeah - I'm weird - and I do have a vivid imagination. -.-"
Fundamentally... I dream to be a great teacher, I aspire to be a great father/husband, I will give my all to those I love. I will pray my body, mind and soul that I can make a difference, an impact, a consequence on the future on this world. This is my ambition, and I stand fearless before it.
I've also thought long and Hard about the kinda person I'm going to marry... I made a list - not to go by, but to reflect on... I looked at what kinds of things I saw as a turn on in a woman. I liked how I had written down non-superficial things, like... I'm intrested in woman for their mind, and their personalities, atleast, much more so than their appearances. And I also found that woman who focus too much on appearances actually turn me off (as manly as it can be put it, bigger breasts REALLY don't mean better looks - honest truth to all you female readers).
When one of my cousins got married, another one asked me what kind of girl I liked... I ended up saying that above all, as long as she's my best friend, she'd be qualified. When thinking about it, I look at coulpes and see how deeply newly weds are in love with each other; The couples who are relaxed with each other seem the most attractive as a pair because they seem to radiate this cool image to everyone around them. I felt that a girl who let me be comfortable with them -unafraid, and relaxed - would be the type of girl I could see myself with in the future. My best friends are people I trust as much as myself, and maybe some even more than myself, haha. They're truly people I can say I feel that sort of state of peacefulness around. Even past that, I look at common intrests with personalities that are different. I have this fairy-tale idea of my married life and I have this philosophy that people who are different, working together on a common intrest, wheter it be church, career, or hobbies - will get along well because they can see that they can erlate to each other by doing things they both like and their personalities are different so they would also see things in the other person that attracts them together. Yeah - I'm weird - and I do have a vivid imagination. -.-"
Fundamentally... I dream to be a great teacher, I aspire to be a great father/husband, I will give my all to those I love. I will pray my body, mind and soul that I can make a difference, an impact, a consequence on the future on this world. This is my ambition, and I stand fearless before it.
posted by Taiyou at
10:07 a.m.
2 Comments:
Hmm... So for my "PG" comment:
Well, I don't have much to say now considering I probably blabbered it all out in my previous not-so-PG comment. I'm not sure what else to say, mr. owl. I just got back from eating dinner with my didi. Which reminds me... Are you still my da gor?
I'm home alone this weekend 'cuz I opted out of going to Toronto only to find out that my friend is having a little celebration tomorrow. But I guess it's fine 'cuz I'm going to see a friend tomorrow, although I'm kind of nervous about seeing him.
I probably won't be back next weekend either 'cuz my friend just announced that she's coming to visit me. I knew that we probably wouldn't see much of each other once school started just like last year, so it's not a big surprise. * sigh *
I really want to watch a horror movie right now. Alone. In my dark, dark dungeon (still PG ^^). But, alas, I have none. I want to watch The Black Dahlia when it comes out. Don't you think that is a cool name? It's a murder mystery, I think.
Seems to me I didn't comment much about your topic, but you know me! ^^ * huggles *
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Anonymous, at 6:42 p.m.
Ah, endless dreamer, you have a vision this entry :P A good vision that is something worth aspiring for.
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John, at 6:59 a.m.
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