When The Sunlight Came
I've been longing for a fairy-tale for some time now...
I've been dreaming of heartache and a chance to feel human... I don't know how I manage it all, sometimes. Especially now, I don't know what to do besides this.
Why do we live mundane lives when we prefer the escape ? In every heart, there is a cry that calls, begs for a world of princes and princesses; why do we wish so badly we could live in that world instead ?
And I'm shattered at some level now... knowing that what I want is only to feel... something.
I felt something once... it was a mixture of several feelings but it's incomparable to feeling like this shell. I have little or no place in this world; I'm starting to resemble an unevolved primate. I've always know that actually, it's just that I'm emptied to that level in my heart as well, now.
Dio, if I may, may I find a world in which I cold be special ? May I feel as if I'm drawn into something romantic, yet meaningful ? May I be a prince, fighting for a princess, with the sword of ideal ? May I at the very least... die for that ideal ?
"The trouble with these on-off switches, is that they get stuck in the off position." Akishi, do you remember the story I told you ? I have no pride left to stop me from saying I wished to the end of the world that someone would comfort me from the pain of not feeling pain... as humans do.
There was once a beautiful night, in my life, and she was lovely, in every way. I don't remember ever falling in love with stars as I did, that night. She was gentle, she firm, and bellied a fierce passion behind her sharp eyes. Today, cold winds whip my hair away, and cause me to tear drops so miserable, they're bitter to my taste. I've fallen from those heavens, since.
Dio,... This Prince will earnestly look for his Blue Moon Princess... please guide his hands, so that he may find her again, let him find himself again.
"A drop of water falls on me now, as if to ask me how..."
I've been dreaming of heartache and a chance to feel human... I don't know how I manage it all, sometimes. Especially now, I don't know what to do besides this.
Why do we live mundane lives when we prefer the escape ? In every heart, there is a cry that calls, begs for a world of princes and princesses; why do we wish so badly we could live in that world instead ?
- Oh what a beautiful night
- Save me from shadow in my side, oh my blue moon
- It's the first time to meet somebody like you
- In my lifetime
- You are my blue moon
- Oh, you are my blue moon
And I'm shattered at some level now... knowing that what I want is only to feel... something.
I felt something once... it was a mixture of several feelings but it's incomparable to feeling like this shell. I have little or no place in this world; I'm starting to resemble an unevolved primate. I've always know that actually, it's just that I'm emptied to that level in my heart as well, now.
Dio, if I may, may I find a world in which I cold be special ? May I feel as if I'm drawn into something romantic, yet meaningful ? May I be a prince, fighting for a princess, with the sword of ideal ? May I at the very least... die for that ideal ?
"The trouble with these on-off switches, is that they get stuck in the off position." Akishi, do you remember the story I told you ? I have no pride left to stop me from saying I wished to the end of the world that someone would comfort me from the pain of not feeling pain... as humans do.
There was once a beautiful night, in my life, and she was lovely, in every way. I don't remember ever falling in love with stars as I did, that night. She was gentle, she firm, and bellied a fierce passion behind her sharp eyes. Today, cold winds whip my hair away, and cause me to tear drops so miserable, they're bitter to my taste. I've fallen from those heavens, since.
Dio,... This Prince will earnestly look for his Blue Moon Princess... please guide his hands, so that he may find her again, let him find himself again.
"A drop of water falls on me now, as if to ask me how..."
posted by Taiyou at
7:45 p.m.
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